Saturday, January 22, 2005

Where Did I Go Right?

I'm always too late
I see the train leaving
I'm always laughing
When it's not cool to smile

I'm always aiming
But somehow keep missing
So how did you get here
Something is wrong

Where did I go right
How did I get you
How come all this blue sky is around me
And you found me
Where did I go right
How did I get you
I don't know how I did
But somehow now I do

I'm always driving
Forget where I'm going
Should have turned left
But I was singing some song

And I, I am arriving
As everyone's leaving
But there you are waiting
Something is wrong

Where did I go right
How did I get you
How come all this blue sky is around me
And you found me
Where did I go right
How did I get you
I don't know how I did
But somehow now I do

Makes no sense to me
No it isn't clear
But somehow you're standing here
Something gets to me
It's that nothing is wrong

Where did I go right
How did I get you
How come all this blue sky is around me
And you found me
Where did I go right
How did I get you
I don't know how I did
But somehow now I do

Where did I go right
How did I get you
How come all this blue sky is around me
And you found me
Where did I go right
How did I get you
I don't know how I did
But somehow now I do

-Hilary Duff

Wednesday, January 19, 2005

Mess With Your Mind

I was thinking just that I
Could try to find another line
To make you think all differently
Than what is really true

I didn't think you'd mind
I thought you'd like to hear the lies
And then we could all fool ourselves
And be happier than you

And it's all right
Is it all right?
And it's all right
Is that what you want me to do?

I'll try not to mess with your mind, yea
I'll try not to give you
Everything you ever wanted
I'll try not to mess with your mind, yea
I'll try not to give you
Everything you could've been

You could've been
You should've been
I'm not gonna tell you this time
Of everything that you could have
But too much sense to think of that

You could've been
You should've been
I won't tell you what you would've been
Now everything is drowning
And I'd say that is a fact

And it's all right
Is it all right?
And it's all right
Is that what you want me to do?

I'll try not to mess with your mind, yea
I'll try not to give you
Everything you ever wanted
I'll try not to mess with your mind, yea
I'll try not to give you
Everything you could've been

And it's all right
And it's all right
And it's all right
Is that what you want me to do?

I'll try not to mess with your mind, yea
I'll try not to give you
Everything you ever wanted
I'll try not to mess with your mind, yea
I'll try not to give you
Everything you could've been

I'll try not to
I'll try not to
I'll try not to give you
Everything you ever wanted
I'll try not to
I'll try not to
I'll try not to give you
Everything you should've been

-Everyday Sunday

Sunday, January 16, 2005

Someday Out of the Blue

This song might seem pretty random to most people in my life, but it actually does relate in an odd way. So as my briefing says, if you get it you get it, and if you don't you you don't, and that's all there is to it. This is from one of my two favorite cartoon movies of all time, The Road to El Dorado.

Some day out of the blue
In a crowded street
Or a deserted square
I'll turn and I'll see you
As if our love were new
Some day we can start again,
Some day soon

Here comes the night
Here come the memories
Lost in your arms
Down in the foreign fields
Not so long ago
Seems like eternity
Those sweet afternoons
Still capture me

I still believe
I still put faith in us
We had it all
And watched it slip away
Where are we now
Not where we want to be
Those hot afternoons
Still follow me

Some day out of the blue
Maybe years from now
Or tomorrow night
I'll turn and I'll see you
As if we always knew
Some day we would live again,
Some day soon

I still believe
I still put faith in us

-Elton John

Wednesday, January 12, 2005

Live Like You Were Dyin'

He said I was in my early forties
With a lot of life before me
When a moment came that stopped me on a dime
I spent most of the next days
Lookin' at the x-rays
And talkin' 'bout the options
And talkin' 'bout sweet time
I asked him when it sank in
That this might really be the real end
How's it hit you when you get that kind of news?
Man what'd you do?

And he said...
I went sky divin'
I went Rocky Mountain climbin'
I went 2.7 secounds on a bull named Fumanchu
And I loved deeper
And I spoke sweeter
And I gave forgiveness I'd been denyin'
And he said, someday I hope you get the chance,
To live like you were dyin'

He said I was finally the husband
That most the time I wasn't
And I became a friend a friend would like to have
And all the sudden goin' fishin'
Wasn't such an imposition
And I went three times that year I lost my dad
Well I finally read the good book
And I took a good long hard look
At what I'd do if I could do it all again

And then...
I went sky divin'
I went Rocky Mountain climbin'
I went 2.7 secounds on a bull named Fumanchu
And I loved deeper
And I spoke sweeter
And I gave forgiveness I'd been denyin'
And he said, someday I hope you get the chance,
To live like you were dyin'

Like tomorrow was a gift
And you got eternity to think about
What'd you do with it?
What did you do with it?
What did I do with it?
What would I do with it?

Sky divin'...
I went Rocky Mountain climbin'
I went 2.7 secounds on a bull named Fumanchu
And I loved deeper
And I spoke sweeter
And I watched an eagle as it was flyin'
And he said, someday I hope you get the chance,

To live like you were dyin'
To live like you were dyin'
To live like you were dyin'
To live like you were dyin'
To live like you were dyin'

-Tim McGraw

Check out the music video here.

Sunday, January 09, 2005

So Yesterday

You can change your life - if you wanna
You can change your clothes - if you wanna
If you change your mind
Well, that's the way it goes

But I'm gonna keep your jeans
And your old black hat - cause I wanna
They look good on me
You're never gonna get them back

At least not today, not today, not today
'cause

If it's over, let it go and
Come tomorrow it will seem
So yesterday, so yesterday
I'm just a bird that's already flown away

Laugh it off let it go and
When you wake up it will seem
So yesterday, so yesterday
Haven't you heard that I'm gonna be okay

You can say you're bored - if you wanna
You can act real tough - if you wanna
You can say you're torn
But I've heard enough

Thank you... you made my mind up for me
When you started to ignore me
Do you see a single tear
It isn't gonna happen here
At least not today, not today, not today
'cause

If it's over, let it go and
Come tomorrow it will seem
So yesterday, so yesterday
I'm just a bird that's already flown away

Laugh it off let it go and
When you wake up it will seem
So yesterday, so yesterday
Haven't you heard that I'm gonna be okay

If you're over me, I'm already over you
If it's all been done, what is left to do
How can you hang up if the line is dead
If you wanna walk, I'm a step ahead
If you're moving on, I'm already gone
If the light is off then it isn't on
At least not today, not today, not today
'cause

If it's over, let it go and
Come tomorrow it will seem
So yesterday, so yesterday
I'm just a bird that's already flown away

Laugh it off let it go and
When you wake up it will seem
So yesterday, so yesterday
Haven't you heard that I'm gonna be okay
If it's over, let it go and
Come tomorrow it will seem
So yesterday, so yesterday
I'm just a bird that's already flown away

Laugh it off let it go and
When you wake up it will seem
So yesterday, so yesterday
Haven't you heard that I'm gonna be okay

-Hilary Duff

Check out the music video here.

Monday, January 03, 2005

Collide

The dawn is breaking
A light shining through
You're barely waking
And I'm tangled up in you
Yeah

I'm open, you're closed
Where I follow, you'll go
I worry I won't see your face
Light up again

Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the wrong words seem to rhyme
Out of the doubt that fills my mind
I somehow find
You and I collide

I'm quiet you know
You make a first impression
I've found I'm scared to know I'm always on your mind

Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the stars refuse to shine
Out of the back you fall in time
I somehow find
You and I collide

Don't stop here
I lost my place
I'm close behind

Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the wrong words seem to ryhme
Out of the doubt that fills your mind
You finally find
You and I collide

You finally find
You and I collide
You finally find
You and I collide

-Howie Day

Check out the music video here.

Boulevard of Broken Dreams

I walk a lonely road
The only one that I have ever known
Don't know where it goes
But it's home to me and I walk alone

I walk this empty street
On the Boulevard of Broken Dreams
Where the city sleeps
and I'm the only one and I walk alone

I walk alone
I walk alone

I walk alone
I walk a...

My shadow's the only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
'Til then I walk alone

Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Aaah-ah,
Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Ah-ah

I'm walking down the line
That divides me somewhere in my mind
On the border line
Of the edge and where I walk alone

Read between the lines
What's fucked up and everything's alright
Check my vital signs
To know I'm still alive and I walk alone

I walk alone
I walk alone

I walk alone
I walk a...

My shadow's the only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
'Til then I walk alone

Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Aaah-ah
Ah-ah, Ah-ah

I walk alone
I walk a...

I walk this empty street
On the Boulevard of Broken Dreams
Where the city sleeps
And I'm the only one and I walk a...

My shadow's the only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
'Til then I walk alone...

-Green Day

Check out the music video here.

Sunday, January 02, 2005

Good Life

I’ve watched my dreams all fade away
And blister in the sun
Everything I’ve ever had's
Unraveled and undone
I’ve set upon a worthless stack
Of my ambitious plans
The people that I’ve loved the most
Have turned their backs and ran

This is the good life
I’ve lost everything
I could ever want
And ever dream of
This is the good life
I found everything
I could ever need
Here in your arms

Loneliness has left me searching
For someone to love
Poverty has changed my view
Of what true riches are
Sorrow’s opened up my eyes
To see what real joy is
Pain has been the catalyst
To my heart’s happiness

This is the good life
I’ve lost everything
I could ever want
And ever dream of
This is the good life
I found everything
I could ever need
Here in your arms

What good would it be
If you had everything
But you wouldn’t have
The only thing you need

This is the good life
I’ve lost everything
I could ever want
And ever dream of
This is the good life
I found everything
I could ever need
Here in your arms

-Audio Adrenaline

Saturday, January 01, 2005

Picture


This is a pic of me... trying out this Hello thing...

Someday

How the hell did we wind up like this?
Why weren't we able,
To see the signs that we missed
And try turn the tables

I wish you'd unclench your fists,
And unpack your suitcase
Lately there's been too much of this
But don't think it's too late

Nothing's wrong, just as long as
You know that someday I will

Someday, somehow
I'm gonna make it all right but not right now
I know you're wondering when
(You're the only one who knows that)
Someday, somehow
I'm gonna make it all right but not right now
I know you're wondering when

Well I'd hope that since we're here anyway
That we could end up saying
Things we've always needed to say
So we could end up staying

Now the story's played out like this
Just like a paperback novel
Let's rewrite an ending that fits
Instead of a Hollywood horror

Nothing's wrong, just as long as
You know that someday I will

Someday, somehow
I'm gonna make it all right but not right now
I know you're wondering when
(You're the only one who knows that)
Someday, somehow
I'm gonna make it all right but not right now
I know you're wondering when
(You're the only one who knows that)

How the hell did we wind up like this?
Why weren't we able,
To see the signs that we missed
And try to turn the tables

Now the story's played out like this
Just like a paperback novel
Let's rewrite an ending that fits
Instead of a Hollywood horror

Nothing's wrong, just as long as
You know that someday I will

Someday, somehow
I'm gonna make it all right but not right now
I know you're wondering when
(You're the only one who knows that)
Someday, somehow
I'm gonna make it all right but not right now
I know you're wondering when
(You're the only one who knows that)
I know you're wondering when
(You're the only one who knows that)

I know you're wondering when

-Nickelback

Check out the music video here.